amidst the conversation

Job searching is not fun, especially doing the same search every summer. Every summer I have to search, it seems, for the same meaningless job only intended to pay some sort of meaningless amount to support my way through life. I precede all of this by saying, I haven't had the best luck with jobs. The company I work for will go out of business the next year, employ too many people within the next year, or change management altogether making it all too difficult to find a summer job. I only want a summer job. I have a class to take this summer which makes everything even more tumultuous... and if it seems as though I am pouting, I sorta am. I just hate looking for jobs, especially when I know I should be saving by the day for NYC, the big move!. I have so much to get done this summer! 

Not to mention living at home. Living at home is a touchy subject. I really shouldn't be doing it anymore, but I wanted to stay one last summer at the beach before moving to the arctic circle, if that is even left after all of this global warming shenanigans. Living at home is fun, sometimes, but draining most of the times. I like the free part, but that is it. 

Anyway so while turning in my job applications de jour I plan on taking part of the polling going on today. This is our chance to make history in North Carolina! This is our chance to vote for either the first woman, or black man to become the next president of the United States. That is exciting. This is our time for change. 

Speaking of change, hopefully today I can change my unemployment status.

 This summer is really not working out like it was supposed to, at least in writing.