Wow, this is a relic. Let's pick this up... dust it off and try it again. I have been in turmoil lately.. for about the past 4 months. This turmoil isn't the bad kind though... not the run-of-the-mill gnashing-of-teeth, wailing kind. I am just putting that on the table now.
I took about 3 months off of auditions. I felt ups and downs, felt grief and joy, and everything in between. I lived. I really was living. I started auditioning about a month ago... finally back to the grind of it, and it felt similar to returning to school. I am optimistic, but of course I am, when am I not?
In the meantime I am having the time of my life up here. I have met some of the craziest cool people lately. I have the best roommates the entire universe could conspire for me to have. I am feeling brave tonight... i am feeling fearless. I have been feeling this way for the past couple of days. I think these feelings will help me make really bold decisions in my work.
Growing up is so hard. I had no idea. I guess, in a way it is beautiful. I am so thankful for the best family ever, and on top of that, the best friends ever. I couldn't be luckier.. or happier... or feeling better.
It's been a year I have lived here now, a year and a few months. It has all flown by so fast, and I have learned so much. But I have so much more to still learn. This is city is far from through with me. I am excited about what is coming in my near future. I am feeling optimistic... but when am I not.
From an open mic I was at this week.
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