Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Doing

This week I have auditions. I have classes. I am writing. I am creating. I am happy. I am living. This is what it is about. i couldn't be happier. I am doing.
I feel good about where I am and what is going on around me. I finally and feeling some sort of accomplishment. That is refreshing. I am so excited to be doing good.
Theatre changed me. It changed me to my core, and it changes people everyday. Theatre is a powerful tool. I have been going over these words so often these past few days. I also got a call from a friend of mine who went to Circle and he was thinking the same thing. So now we are in it together. Making and doing theatre that will change people, affect people. It doesn't matter how, it just matters that the work we are doing impacts us enough to where we think it could change others. I am so excited about this.
I have also been going through a whole new sets of ups and downs in a relationship. I have no idea what one of these is suppose to be like, or where it goes, and I always told myself I would never write about such a thing for these purposes. But the highs and lows, the ups and downs, the phenomenal and lowest low feelings are all so cool and interesting. I am so new to this whole process, but I am learning, slowly, to get into the process and enjoy it. It is so much like acting. Living the questions. Loving the questions. Stop looking for answers. I am learning a ton about myself and on the whole it is such a thrill to be in it.
Things are good.
I am taking with Everything Acting Podcast to help them start marketing, I am helping with Broadway Speaks Out. I am auditioning, finally for the first time in weeks. I am starting a brilliant new class. I am really pleased about everything going on right now.
Right now, the process is great. I love this process right now. Right now, I am really happy with where I am going, but more importantly where I am.
And thanksgiving is coming soon! I am going home! I get to see all of the wonderful friends and family I have back in NC! So excited about that.
The world is beautiful tonight. New York City is beautiful tonight, and I am it. I am in this world, in this city. I am in it and I am beautiful tonight because of it.
I love this.
VIDEOS THAT I LOVE!
I am really lucky that as of late I have been able to befriend Lisa Brescia. Here are two videos as to why she is brilliant.
WATCH BOTH!

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