blast from the past

Just when someone is the last thing on your mind, and I really mean the last thing ever. So I got a call yesterday, from someone I haven't talked to in three months, but in those three months worlds have changed. It made me feel like I was back there, three months ago. I felt, I feel like there is more to explore, but in a bad way. Sort of like the burner you aren't supposed to touch as a kid, but you touch it anyway. So why am I even bothering with this? I am accomplishing a lot on my own, even a potentially new relationship. Why would I ruin it with this? Why would I work for a lying idiot? I can't do that to myself. I can't go through that again.

Yesterday was probably the weirdest day ever. Livvie and found a dog, kept it for like two hours because it had no leash and decided to look for the owners this morning. Well after two hours went by we all decided to let the animals out to pee. After doing so, the police come around the corner and ask me what the deal is with the dog. I told them we just found it and there was no collar, but we were planning on looking for the owner's in the morning. Then they tell me she is over in the parking lot, so these are all good things! Anyway after I meet the owner she sort of backwardly accuses me of taking her dog. So I was polite, sort of, and told her there was no leash, no tags, no way of knowing and the dog was in the middle of the road two hours ago, lost. 

Weird day. People take care of your animals and don't call old acquaintances or people you once felt a lot of emotion for after not speaking with them since. It shakes a guys world up when this sort of stuff goes on.

Weird day indeed. 

Here is a song for the random phone call, and to help me raise the courage to forget and move on.